Hello everyone! it's been almost a month since my last update. oops. anyway, prom is coming up...prom...hmmm...i'm not sure if i'm looking forward to it. dances and pretty dresses always make me feel really insecure and i have a horrible time at them. hopefully prom will be different. i'm a little worried because i'm just going with pawel and his friends. it's not like i'll be with my own friends who i know love and support me. i'm not as comfortable around his friends and i'm gonna miss being with some of my best friends. anyway, rant over! umm...what else? i'm almost done with season four of gilmore girls and looking forward to season five! i have a spanish essay due next week, need my paycheck, have no gas in my car, and wonder about recent decisions. i miss...i don't know what...something...something is missing...